[00:00.24]Repulsion of beauty drove me to hunt
[00:33.69]A frenzy of self hate possessing me
[00:36.03]Violated their bodies, stripped of their pride
[00:37.86]Tortured and twisted until they have died
[00:39.57]Hatred inside is all
[00:40.05]I would find
[00:40.29]I despise what
[00:40.68]I see in the mirror
[00:53.73]Sadistic hateful scum
[00:57.03]I kill them but it's myself
[01:01.32]I hateNow
[01:01.53]I'll do myself too
[01:01.89]A straight razor will reshape my face
[01:07.53]First my ears then my nose
[01:11.37]Blood is gushing, continue to carve
[01:13.47]Erase the face
[01:18.84]I hateNow
[01:19.05]I'm hacking at my chest
[01:22.02]A frenzy of self hate possessed me
[01:23.01]Controls my actions, controls my thoughts
[01:28.95]As I scrape away at my skin
[01:38.88]I fill my tub, with alcohol
[01:42.81]I plunge into the burning pool
[01:43.47]The pain intense, my whole body
[01:45.78]Is drenched in scalding liquid
[01:49.17]Despite my pain
[01:50.25]I am ableTo grab a lighter on the counter
[01:52.56]The flint ignites, the flames erupt
[01:54.75]I'm consumed in the inferno
[01:55.80]CauterizeMy skin is charred
[01:56.40]Regenerate
[01:56.67]More loathsome than before
[02:28.44]I despise what
[02:29.37]I see in the mirror
[02:32.22]Sadistic hateful scum
[02:36.45]The abomination before my eyes
[02:39.27]A reflection of me
[02:42.66]I see an image of disfigured evil
[02:46.41]I've skinned myself alive
[02:49.80]Dripping with blood and blistered by fire
[02:53.94]The face I hate erased