[00:03.350]There is something to the ritual
[00:07.066]Of setting some old shit on fire
[00:10.774]A way of saying
[00:12.312]"this now lives in memory"
[00:14.442]A way of saying
[00:15.516]"it's only a memory"
[00:17.895]There's something to the ritual
[00:20.590]Of setting a torch to what is gone
[00:24.838]The vikings did it
[00:26.192]To honor a memory
[00:28.035]And now we do it
[00:29.381]To honor
[00:32.205]Who I used to be
[00:38.076]Let's say goodbye to natalie
[00:42.845]She was thirty-three
[00:46.835]Tonight
[00:52.143]Let's say goodbye to natalie
[00:56.924]And her fake id's
[01:00.382]Jase: she was imaginary
[01:04.095]Judith: which is why we say "goodbye to her"
[01:08.604]And "hello to me"
[01:12.065]Jase: this is ridiculous.
[01:13.396]Judith: why?
[01:14.447]Jase: I don't see why I have to join your little cremation
[01:16.307]Ceremony. you're the one who made her up.
[01:18.707]Judith: it was a bit more collaborative than you're remembering.
[01:21.891]Jase: all I want right now is the same thing I wanted two
[01:23.750]Weeks ago: the truth. why did you lie to me? and why
[01:27.751]Does natalie cook exist in the first place?
[01:32.275]Judith: the person who I was
[01:35.454]On the day you and I met
[01:38.367]Was deeply ashamed of who she had become
[01:43.169]So deeply ashamed of what she'd done
[01:46.605]And when you showed her questions
[01:49.548]The thirty-six questions
[01:52.220]She looked ahead and saw
[01:54.858]Who she wanted to be
[01:56.991]She built a past, made up a history
[02:00.446]Details that fit this person named
[02:03.367]Natalie
[02:09.185]Let's say goodbye to
[02:10.508]Natalie
[02:13.436]She was thirty-three
[02:16.905]On her fake id's
[02:19.834]Jase: she was real to me
[02:25.407]Judith: I don't expect
[02:28.337]For you to understand perfectly
[02:31.299]I loved her too as much as you
[02:34.741]And she'd want you bury her with me.
[02:37.946]Jase: okay.
[02:39.265]Judith: okay, what?
[02:40.325]Jase: give me the match.
[02:43.250]There is something to the ritual
[02:46.966]Of setting fire to the lie
[02:50.955]A way of saying
[02:52.275]"that's one win for honesty,
[02:54.407]What's done is done."
[03:00.530]Jase (cont'd): tonight
[03:05.840]I say goodbye to natalie
[03:10.632]She was thirty-three
[03:14.372]Both: tonight
[03:20.164]We say goodbye to natalie
[03:24.690]And her fake ids
[03:28.150]She was imaginary
[03:31.637]She was thirty-three
[03:37.498]Jase: may she rest in peace