I keep my cool for one more day Laugh along enough to keep getting paid I'm losing my hold on hope Is this your idea of a joke? I just keep talking to myself Wondering to myself What have I done, what have I done? Under the moon that follows me Someone watches me, Under the sun, under the gun I've been down but never out I can't see what you're so happy about Losing is not what I wanted All is not lost, but now it's haunted I just keep talking to myself Wondering to myself What have I done, what have I done? Under the moon that follows me Someone watches me, Under the sun, under the gun I just keep talking to myself Wondering to myself What have I done, what have I done? Under the moon that follows me Someone watches me, Under the sun, under the gun I just keep talking to myself Wondering to myself What have I done, what have I done? Under the moon that follows me Someone watches me, Under the sun, I'm under the gun