[00:00.000] 作词 : Luke Terkovich
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Luke Terkovich
[00:07.179][Abstract:]
[00:09.910]17 with a pen and a pad
[00:11.444]Writing out my life making sense of my past
[00:14.021]Tryna find the light through a sensitive mask
[00:16.353]I don't take it off till I'm deep in a track
[00:19.199]Speaking to myself just reflecting off of the page
[00:21.521]Who knew the passive kid was just good at passing the rage
[00:24.097]Off into a song so it couldn't live in the cage
[00:26.421]That sat upon his shoulders just hiding behind his face
[00:28.998]Back when it was simple
[00:30.244]Before it was a job
[00:31.522]Before the expectations
[00:32.567]Before I knew the odds
[00:33.877]Back when it was just a broken heart I had to fix
[00:36.454]Now I'm scared that I've been broken since I made a couple hits
[00:38.776]Fans want me to fly but they keep me on a leash
[00:41.367]Fears of losing me to a level that they can't reach
[00:43.687]This the life I chose and they tell me that I'm a beast
[00:46.288]But all I wanted was the beauty, all I'm searching for is peace
[00:49.856]Can someone help me catch my breathe
[00:54.433]My heart is beating out my chest
[00:59.332]Hyperventilating
[01:04.756]I thought I was waiting on someone to save me
[01:11.756]But I'm finding lately
[01:14.346]all I can count on to not drive me crazy
[01:19.267]is being right here for the person who needs me
[01:24.179]But holding myself up, it ain't been to easy
[01:28.712][Ivan B:]
[01:28.712]They give me pain then I elevate
[01:30.464]Replicate the feeling When I meditate
[01:32.008]Can't find my state of mind when I'm out of state
[01:33.819]If I take a break, I'ma break
[01:35.377]Overthink when I don't wanna think
[01:36.919]Wash my thoughts, I don't wanna sink in them
[01:38.976]Pointing out my fears like what you think of them
[01:41.298]Counting out the years like what you leave in them
[01:43.876]Dropping every classic, how you sleep on him
[01:46.463]How you sleep on him
[01:47.437]Lately I've been keeping a secret of always feeling defeated
[01:50.037]Feelin the Blisters on my feet I see y'all kicking your feet up
[01:52.628]Don't call me to kick it
[01:53.406]I'm on a track
[01:54.184]I don't mean a meet up
[01:54.948]If you ain't working
[01:55.983]You're working to keep up
[01:56.761]Can't see me.
[01:57.283]I'll see ya, (Aye!)
[01:57.884]Out of breath
[01:58.548]I've been a mess
[01:59.548]Too many choices
[02:00.239]Been a guess
[02:00.770]Overworking cause I know the waters coming for the neck
[02:03.204]Doing more
[02:03.726]And feeling less
[02:04.494]Is that a recipe?
[02:05.015]I'll test
[02:05.783]Looking out the window
[02:06.490]Got a question for the blessed
[02:08.048][Abstract:]
[02:08.558]Can someone help me catch my breathe
[02:13.202]My heart is beating out my chest,
[02:17.881]Hyperventilating
[02:23.825]I thought I was waiting, on someone to save me
[02:30.559]But I'm finding lately, all I can count on to not drive me crazy
[02:38.092]Is being right here for the person who needs me
[02:42.982]But holding myself up, it ain't been to easy
[02:47.127][YONAS:]
[02:47.382]Truth be told, I've been awake
[02:49.191]I went from starving to having the competition on my dinner plate
[02:52.292]And I don't say that to intimidate
[02:54.081]I just want these gimmicky rappers to step aside so I can innovate
[02:57.197]I built my whole studio inside my living space
[02:59.757]So I'm right at home with the lyricism I illustrate
[03:02.079]I give people their flowers while they can smell 'em
[03:04.412]And not a minute late cuz then they start to disintegrate
[03:06.757]Rose pedals, and falsettos
[03:08.833]They never really make it to these dark ghetto's
[03:11.413]So Air Jordan's, and Margiela's, in Dark yellow
[03:13.980]Will shield me from the rain when the storm settles.
[03:16.568]Damn
[03:17.357]It ain't been easy, but I'm fine with that
[03:18.903]I put my heart into this music, it's forever where you'll find me at
[03:21.212]I'm in the future looking back at this rap like an artifact
[03:24.325]Tryna remember just where I started at