[00:00.000] 作词 : Reed Deming [00:00.768] 作曲 : Reed Deming [00:01.536]I don't wanna go outside [00:03.778]The sun is so uninviting [00:06.627]I don't wanna call up my friends [00:09.067]Don't want no one to recognize me [00:12.009]I just wanna stay in bed [00:14.608]And keep to myself entirely [00:17.411]I need the silver lining [00:20.140]I need, I need [00:22.952]I always seem to take offense, don't listen to what they tell me [00:27.382]I do it for self-defense 'cause I don't like the hang God dealt me [00:33.774]I don't wanna make amends with all of the shit inside me [00:39.203]I need the silver lining, whoa [00:44.363]Oh yes I do, oh yes I do, oh yes I do need help [00:49.722]Don't wanna lose, don't wanna lose, don't wanna hurt myself [00:55.377]I always do but it was gold underneath my shell [01:00.625]Wish I could choose to let it go and just be myself [01:06.568]Scared of my own shadow [01:09.010]My old mistakes, they follow me [01:11.777]Every single place I go [01:14.533]My insecurities swallow me [01:17.414]That's why you can find me alone [01:19.552]Nose in my phone [01:20.805]Denying the things that I should know [01:23.622]That I should be glad [01:24.814]To have what I have [01:26.417]And not be afraid of that [01:28.084]Oh yes I do, oh yes I do, oh yes I do need help [01:33.231]Don't wanna lose, don't wanna lose, don't wanna hurt myself [01:39.069]I always do but it was gold underneath my shell [01:44.239]Wish I could choose to let it go and just be myself [01:50.744]I wanna make a change in my life [01:53.300]But I don't know where to start [01:56.414]It's so hard to take that first step [01:58.934]Knowing you will fall [02:01.693]I need to lift the veil from my eyes [02:04.704]And see what I got [02:07.419]I will find myself in these lines [02:10.481]I will find myself [02:12.125]Oh yes I do, oh yes I do, oh yes I do need help [02:16.859]Don't wanna lose, don't wanna lose, don't wanna hurt myself [02:22.586]I always do but it was gold underneath my shell [02:27.761]Wish I could choose to let it go and just be myself