it happened in an instant the midnight voices got through you were feeling fenced in you grabbed a change of clothes and your best shoes did you even pack a single photograph of me one little memory you thought it would be easy maybe it was for you i watched you walk away i still don't know why i guess you were running and from my windowpane i started to cry and if there's a single sound i'll never forget it's your engine rumbling wish you'd seen the mess that you made with your clean getaway standing in the hallway i hear the echo of your footsteps blue eyes and your last name are the only things that you left are we still a family did you ever love me were you ever happy doubt i'll ever know hope you find what you're looking for i watched you walk away i still don't know why i guess you were running and from my windowpane i started to cry and if there's a single sound i'll never forget it's your engine rumbling wish you'd seen the mess that you made with your clean getaway when i grow up i'll never be like you when i grow up i'll never be like you like you cause i watched you walk away i still don't know why and from my windowpane i started to cry and if there's a single sound i'll never forget it's your engine rumbling i wish you'd seen the mess that you made i wish you'd seen the mess that you made i wish you'd seen the mess that you made with your clean getaway