My life My life Makes me wanna run away But there's no place to go No place to go A lot of confusion It's like illusion Like a movie Got nowhere to go Nowhere to run and hide No matter how hard I try Yeah OP I went from back filthy To filthy rich Man the emotions change So I can never trust a b-tch I tried to help n-ggas get on They turned around and spit Right in my face So Game and Buck Both can s-ck a d-ck Now when you hear them It may sound like it's some other sh-t Cause I'm ain't writing anymore They not making hits I'm far from perfect There's so many lessons I done learned If money is evil look at all the evil I done heard I'm doing what I'm supposed to I'm a writer I'm a fighter Entrepeneur Fresh off the sewer Watch me manouver What's it to you The track I laced it It's better than basic This is my recovery My comeback in My life My life Makes me wanna run away But there's no place to go No place to go A lot of confusion It's like illusion Like a movie Got nowhere to go Nowhere to run and hide No matter how hard I try While you were sipping your own kool-aid Getting your buzz heavy I was in the f-cking sheds sharpening my machete Sipping some of of that revenge juice Getting my taste buds ready To whoop down this spaghetti Or should I say this spaghett-even I think you f-ck-ng meatballs Keep on just forgetting Thought he was finished M-therf-ck-r It's only the beginning He's bugging again He's straight thugging F-ck who he's offending He'll rip your vocal chords out And have them b-tches plugged in me Motherf-cking wall with 3000 volts of electricity Now take the other and dump them then pluck him M-therf-ck-rs in each One of your eyesockets cause I thought you might finally f-cking see That'll teach you to go voicing your c-cks-cking opinion to me I done put my blood My sweat and my tears in this sh-t F-ck letting up You're gonna end up regretting You ever betted against me Feels like I'm snap any minute Yeah it's happening again I'm thinking about the same Motherf-ck everybody that's up in this b-tch But 50! Cause this is all I know This is why so hard I go I swear to God I put my heart And soul into this more than anybody knows I'm trapped So all I do is rap But everytime I rap I'm more trapped And I rap myself right into this bubble Oh Oh I guess it's bubble wrap This is like a vicious cycle My life's in a crisis Christ How was I supposed to know sh-t would turn up like it did Feels like I'm going psycho again And I might just blow my lid Sh-t I almost wish that I would have never made Recovery kid Cause I'm running in circles with My life My life Makes me wanna run away But there's no place to go No place to go A lot of confusion It's like illusion Like a movie Got nowhere to go Nowhere to run and hide No matter how hard I try I haven't been this f-ck-ng confused since I was a kid Sold like 40 million records People forgot what I did Maybe this is for me maybe Maybe I'm supposed to go crazy Maybe I'll do it 3 AM in the morning like Shady Psycho killer Michael Myers I'm on fire like a lighter Tryna say the same classic Get your ass kicked Man crook, wrap your head up in plastic Pussy now pick the casket Dirt nap with the maggots It's tragic It's sad it's Never gonna end Now we number one again With that frown on your face And your heart full of hate Accept it respect it This a gift God gave me like the air in the lungs And every f-cking thing with it My life My life Makes me wanna run away But there's no place to go No place to go A lot of confusion It's like illusion Like a movie Got nowhere to go Nowhere to run and hide No matter how hard I try