[00:02.196]Don't call me now, I am in bed [00:04.588]I've sacrificed all chances for street cred [00:07.822]As a result of sticking near [00:10.101]The same bedtime for thirteen years [00:12.630]But you know this, I've said it before [00:15.333]There's a lot of things I've said before [00:18.290]Lots of things you kind of ignored [00:20.914]You brushed it off, you always brushed it off [00:34.614]Pacing down the hallway stairs [00:36.980]Mental notes of quick repairs [00:39.583]To gaps in my story for tomorrow morning [00:42.229]Of why I was up at this hour [00:45.053]When I have children of my own [00:47.494]And when they have children of their own [00:50.083]I'll spit and spew of my dumbass high school endeavors [00:53.390]With prideful tone [00:55.660]And when my freezing lower limbs [00:58.259]Approached that sly, grinning little shit [01:00.662]I knew the truth in every vowel sound [01:03.620]That I had admitted just two nights before [01:07.307]Goodbye was not an option [01:11.844]It's clear to you [01:13.759]But to no one was it clearer than to me [01:17.663]Since day one, I've been locked in [01:23.136]I'm not ****ing hanging up [02:10.868]I told you I loved you at eighteen [02:16.366]But now you're in New York and I'm pushing twenty [02:22.032]We still talk [02:24.475]But only when you call me first [02:32.709]Some days I hear it ring [02:38.185]Most days I stay in bed [02:43.636]Maybe I'll see you when I get home [02:48.368]And we'll avoid all the things we've said