[00:00.000] 作曲 : Andy Mineo/Charles Dunlap/Torrance Esmond/Samuel William Christopher Watson
[00:01.10]Tug of War Krizz Kaliko）--Andy Mineo
[00:26.962]Momma praying for me
[00:29.592]Grandma praying for me
[00:31.162]Satan preying on me
[00:32.792]Jesus waiting on me
[00:34.362]'Cause I've been straddling the fence it's time to make decisions
[00:37.122]I've been thinking about Heaven lately don't think I'll get in
[00:40.992]'Cause I've been going back and forth I love the way I'm living
[00:44.172]But I hate it at the same time 'cause I know I'm sinning
[00:47.792]And I don't want to be like them hypocritical Christians
[00:50.32]So I stay away from Jesus completely 'till I'm ready to give Him
[00:54.722]Everything but that seems like it'll never happen
[00:57.522]My girl coming over later you know what's about to happen
[01:01.272]Then after some smashing I'm sitting there asking
[01:04.92]If eternity in Hell is worth some moments of this satisfaction
[01:07.102]Man I'm so back and forth
[01:09.862]I'm back and forth like a tug of war
[01:17.712]I've been fighting for my life like I'm trying to get my life right
[01:20.912]And I really want more and I don't know
[01:22.772]Back and forth like a tug of war
[01:27.432]And I've been fighting for control and fighting for my soul and this is war
[01:33.772]I've got two choices
[01:36.772]Both require pain
[01:38.212]One's the pain of change or the pain of staying the same
[01:41.352]One of them leads to joy
[01:42.972]Other one leads to shame
[01:44.782]One of them leads to freedom the other one keeps me in chains
[01:47.962]I wear a cross and give you thanks for my blessings Ain't that enough
[01:50.642]Why you want everything Can't you leave this part of my life untouched
[01:54.132]I thought following you meant I only had to say yes once
[01:57.382]Now every day I wake up you give me some cross to take up
[02:01.502]You really want me to break up with my girl Now that's too much
[02:04.552]I know what's best for me
[02:06.112]You don't understand my complexities
[02:07.42]See I gotta make a living so don't ask where my checks come from
[02:10.172]Now I hear you talking I ain't gone numb
[02:12.42]I know I'm in the dark and I gotta find my way to the Son 'cause
[02:15.282]He calling on my name and I know I can't run
[02:17.642]I'm so back and forth
[02:18.952]I'm back and forth like a tug of war
[02:27.132]I've been fighting for my life like I'm trying to get my life right
[02:29.132]And I really want more and I don't know
[02:30.642]Back and forth like a tug of war
[02:35.562]And I've been fighting for control and fighting for my soul and this is war
[02:41.742]I drown on broken hearts
[02:44.482]A man full of regrets
[02:46.62]The thrill has left the empty promises of sin sets
[02:49.52]You wanna put treasure inside my hands but you cease
[02:52.172]'Cause they're clamped holding on the sins I won't release
[02:56.422]I don't know how to start loving you and stop doing what I'm doing if I gain you tell me what I'm really losing
[03:02.172]You have to change me and my sins I'd never choose Him
[03:05.602]My heart needs to see something greater than what I'm pursuing so
[03:09.602]Is it true that you give rest to the weary Can you accept and repair me
[03:14.592]Do you hear me It's so clear and now it's painfully apparent
[03:17.702]That I can't have my sin and my Savior they're not for sharing
[03:22.272]Anything that I lose to follow you is not a loss
[03:26.462]My girlfriend my friends my money even my job
[03:29.712]But sometimes I believe the lie
[03:32.22]That God don't provide for His child when they obey that's so cray
[03:36.512]He calling me to freedom I think that it's time to walk
[03:40.02]I don't see every step but the next is out of the dark
[03:43.182]I'm the filthiest of them all but I'm YOURS if you wash me
[03:46.322]From that sin by the blood of that cross
[03:48.882]I'm yours