[00:17.91]i cannot find
[00:23.01]a way to figure out
[00:27.29]where i am.
[00:33.47]seems just like home
[00:39.96]but feels like a storm
[00:43.55]a cold so freezing.
[00:49.94]i've been trying, crying.
[00:58.21]i've been a liar, i've been a fool
[01:02.41]but i always tried
[01:04.50]to build around me
[01:06.54]a world so tight
[01:08.54]and swim against an emerging flood.
[01:15.50]i shut my eyes
[01:16.83]believe in something
[01:19.22]i realize is made of nothing
[01:23.15]i know it's time
[01:25.11]to leave behind me
[01:27.41]this war called home.
[01:48.21]how crystal-clear
[01:54.24]the rain is whispering
[01:58.48]her song to keep me away from tears.
[02:06.81]i feel i along
[02:11.10]to run further from
[02:15.31]all of these wasted years.
[02:23.60]i've been waiting, aching.
[02:30.13]i've been a liar, i've been a fool
[02:33.82]but i always tried
[02:35.57]to build around me
[02:38.01]a world so tight
[02:40.20]and swim against an emerging flood.
[02:46.57]i shut my eyes
[02:48.32]believe in something
[02:50.38]i realize is made of nothing
[02:54.42]i know it's time
[02:56.52]to leave behind me
[02:58.77]this war called home.
[03:21.20]i've been a liar, i've been a fool
[03:24.23]but i always tried
[03:26.62]to build around me
[03:28.81]a world so tight
[03:30.89]and swimm against an emerging flood.
[03:37.36]i shut my eyes
[03:39.16]believe in something
[03:40.97]i realize is made of nothing
[03:45.54]i know it's time
[03:47.39]to leave behind me
[03:49.58]this war called home.
[04:11.70]i am lost
[04:14.15]i am soak
[04:15.84]i am memory
[04:18.19]i am you