i cannot find
a way to figure out
where i am.
seems just like home
but feels like a storm
a cold so freezing.
i've been trying, crying.
i've been a liar, i've been a fool
but i always tried
to build around me
a world so tight
and swim against an emerging flood.
i shut my eyes
believe in something
i realize is made of nothing
i know it's time
to leave behind me
this war called home.
how crystal-clear
the rain is whispering
her song to keep me away from tears.
i feel i along
to run further from
all of these wasted years.
i've been waiting, aching.
i've been a liar, i've been a fool
but i always tried
to build around me
a world so tight
and swim against an emerging flood.
i shut my eyes
believe in something
i realize is made of nothing
i know it's time
to leave behind me
this war called home.
i've been a liar, i've been a fool
but i always tried
to build around me
a world so tight
and swimm against an emerging flood.
i shut my eyes
believe in something
i realize is made of nothing
i know it's time
to leave behind me
this war called home.
i am lost
i am soak
i am memory
i am you