[00:00.08]I sit alone in my four-cornered room staring at candles [00:03.73]Oh that shit is on? [00:05.79]Let me drop some shit like this here.. [00:08.81]At night I can't sleep,I toss and turn [00:11.95]Candlesticks in the dark,visions of bodies bein' burned [00:14.49]Four walls just starin' at a nigga [00:17.13]I'm paranoid,sleepin' with my finger on the trigger [00:19.90]My mother's always stressin' I ain't livin' right [00:22.67]But I ain't going out without a fight [00:25.26]See,everytime my eyes close [00:26.84]I start sweatin' and blood starts comin' out my nose [00:29.93]There's somebody watchin' the Ack [00:32.63]But I don't know who it is,so I'm watchin' my back [00:35.49]I can see him when I'm deep in the covers [00:37.78]When I awake I don't see the motherfucka [00:40.29]He owns a black hat like I own [00:42.90]A black suit and a cane like my own [00:45.54]Some might say"Take a chill,B~" [00:47.40]But fuck that shit,there's a nigga tryin' to kill me! [00:50.71]I'm pumpin' in the clip when the wind blows [00:53.19]Every twenty seconds got me peepin' out my window [00:55.77]Investigatin' the joint for traps [00:58.16]Checkin' my telephone for taps [01:01.30]I'm starin' at the woman on the corner [01:03.41]It's fucked up,when your mind is playin' tricks on you [01:20.59]I make big money,I drive big cars [01:22.83]Everybody know me,it's like I'm a movie star [01:25.23]But late at night,somethin' ain't right [01:27.87]I feel I'm being tailed by the same sucka's head lights [01:30.64]Is it that fool that I ran off the block? [01:33.90]Or is it that nigga last week that I shot? [01:35.45]Or is it the one I beat for five thousand dollars? [01:38.80]Thought he had caine but it was Gold Medal Flour? [01:40.75]Reach under my seat,grabbed my popper for the suckas [01:43.24]Ain't no use to be lyin,I was scareder than a motherfucka [01:46.85]But they're laughin' at pow pies and buried that quick [01:49.68]If it's goin' down,let's get this shit over with [01:52.50]Here they come,just like I figured [01:54.28]I got my hand on the motherfuckin' trigger [01:56.79]What I saw'll make your ass start gigglin' [01:59.52]Three black crippled and crazy senior citizens [02:02.47]I live by the sword [02:03.90]I take my boys everywhere I go [02:05.79]because I'm paranoid [02:07.36]I keep lookin' over my shoulder and peepim' around corners [02:10.16]My mind is playin' tricks on me [02:26.82]Day by day it's more impossible to cope [02:30.37]I feel like I'm the one that's doing dope [02:33.14]Can't keep a steady hand because I'm nervous [02:35.39]Every Sunday mornin' I'm in service [02:38.21]Prayin' for forgiveness [02:40.10]And tryin' to find an exit out the business [02:43.18]I know the Lord is lookin' at me [02:45.42]But yet and still it's hard for me to feel happy [02:47.83]I often drift while I drive [02:50.71]Havin' fatal thoughts of suicide [02:53.25]BANG and get it over with [02:55.53]And then I'm worry-free,but that's bullshit [02:58.71]I got a little boy to look after [03:00.99]And if I died then my child would be a bastard [03:03.21]I had a woman down with me [03:05.79]But to me it seems like she was down to get me [03:08.25]She helped me out in this shit [03:11.30]But to me she was just another bitch [03:13.56]Now she's back with her mother [03:16.50]Now I'm realizing that I love her [03:19.10]Now I'm feelin' lonely [03:21.91]My mind is playin' tricks on me.. [03:38.42]This year Halloween fell on a weekend [03:41.58]Me and Geto Boys are trick-or-treatin' [03:44.32]Robbin' little kids for bags [03:47.50]Till an old man got behind our ass [03:49.23]So we speeded up the pace [03:51.66]Took a look back,and he was right before our face [03:54.37]He'd be in for a squabble no doubt [03:56.92]So I swung and hit the nigga in his mouth [03:59.45]He was goin' down,we figured [04:01.95]But this wasn't no ordinary nigga [04:04.58]He stood about six or seven feet [04:07.60]Now,that's the nigga I'd be seein' in my sleep [04:09.76]So we triple-teamed on him [04:12.45]Droppin' them motherfuckin' B's on him [04:15.17]The more I swung the more blood flew [04:17.37]Then he disappeared and my boys disappeared too [04:20.40]Then I felt just like a fiend [04:22.58]It wasn't even close to Halloween [04:25.00]It was dark as death on the streets [04:27.18]My hands were all bloody from punchin' on the concrete [04:30.36]God damn,homie,my mind is playin' tricks on me..