[00:01.91]When your head gets twisted and your mind grows numb [00:04.15]When you think you're too old, too young, [00:05.60]Too smart or too dumb [00:07.63]When you're laggin' behind and losin' your pace [00:09.63]In a slow motion crawl of life's busy race [00:12.33]No matter what you're doing, if you start givin' up [00:14.07]If the wine don't come to the top of your cup [00:16.31]If the winds got you sideways with, with one hand holdin' on [00:18.79]And the other starts slippin' and the feelin' is gone [00:21.14]And your train engine fire needs a new spark to catch it [00:23.58]And the woods' easy findin' but you're lazy to fetch it [00:26.67]And your sidewalk starts curlin' and the street gets too long [00:29.27]And you start walkin' backwards though you know it's wrong [00:31.43]And lonesome comes up as down goes the day [00:33.92]And tomorrow's mornin' seems so far away [00:35.99]And you feel the reins from your pony are slippin' [00:38.28]And your rope is a slidin' 'cause your hands are a drippin' [00:40.44]And your sun-decked desert and evergreen valleys [00:42.49]Turn to broken down slums and trash-can alleys [00:45.89]And your sky cries water and your drain pipes a pourin' [00:48.79]And the lightnin's a flashin' and the thunders a crashin' [00:51.03]And the windows are rattlin' and breakin' [00:52.44]And the roof tops a shakin' [00:53.53]And your whole world's a slammin' and bangin' [00:55.58]And your minutes of sun turn to hours of storm [00:57.27]And to yourself, you sometimes say [00:59.15]"I never knew it was gonna be this way [01:00.55]Why didn't they tell me the day I was born?" [01:02.73]And you start gettin' chills and you're jumpin' from sweat [01:04.92]And you're lookin' for somethin' you ain't quite found yet [01:07.42]And you're knee-deep in the dark water with your hands in the air [01:09.77]And the whole world's a watchin' with a window peek stare [01:11.97]And your good gal leaves and she's long gone a flyin' [01:14.11]And your heart feels sick like fish when they're fryin' [01:17.22]And your jackhammer falls from your hand to your feet [01:19.36]And you need it badly but it lays on the street [01:21.67]And your bells bangin' loudly but you can't hear its beat [01:24.26]And you think your ears might been hurt [01:25.75]Or your eyes've turned filthy from the sight-blindin' dirt [01:28.45]And you figured you failed in yesterday's rush [01:30.32]When you were faked out, an fooled white facin' a four flush [01:32.72]And all the time you were holdin' three queens [01:34.71]And it's makin' you mad, it's makin' you mean [01:36.31]Like in the middle of life magazine [01:37.95]Bouncin' around a pinball machine [01:39.94]And there's somethin' on your mind you wanna be sayin' [01:41.81]That somebody someplace oughta be hearin' [01:44.37]But it's trapped on your tongue and sealed in your head [01:46.47]And it bothers you badly when you're layin' in bed [01:48.64]And no matter how you try, you just can't say it [01:50.59]And you're scared to your soul, you just might forget it [01:52.69]And your eyes get swimmy from the tears in your head [01:54.62]And your pillows of feathers turn to blankets of lead [01:56.76]And the lion's mouth opens and your starin' at his teeth [01:59.11]And his jaws start closin' with you underneath [02:01.10]And you're flat on your belly with your hands tied behind [02:03.40]And you wish you'd never taken that last detour sign [02:05.64]And you say to yourself, just what am I doin'? [02:08.02]On this road I'm walkin', on this trail I'm turnin' [02:11.14]On this curve I'm hangin', on this pathway I'm strollin' [02:13.51]In the space I'm takin', in this air I'm inhalin'" [02:16.00]Am I mixed up too much, am I mixed up too hard? [02:18.36]Why am I walkin', where am I runnin'? [02:20.04]What am I sayin', what am I knowin' [02:21.40]On this guitar I'm playin', on this banjo I'm frailin'? [02:24.10]On this mandolin I'm strummin' [02:25.50]In the song I'm singin', in the tune I'm hummin' [02:27.61]In the words I'm thinkin', in the words that I'm writtin' [02:30.82]In this ocean of hours, I'm all the time drinkin' [02:33.30]Who am I helpin', what am I breakin'? [02:34.82]What am I givin', what am I takin'? [02:36.81]But you try with your whole soul best [02:38.38]Never to think these thoughts and never to let [02:40.08]Them kind of thoughts gain ground or make your heart pound [02:42.83]But then again, you know why they're around [02:44.28]Just waitin' for a chance to slip and drop down [02:47.08]'Cause sometimes you hear 'em [02:48.11]When the night times comes creepin' [02:49.31]And you fear that they might catch you a sleepin' [02:50.86]And you jump from your bed, from your last chapter of dreamin' [02:53.42]And you can't remember for the best of your thinkin' [02:55.07]If that was you in the dream that was screamin' [02:57.67]And you know that it's somethin' special you're needin' [02:59.43]And you know that there's no drug that'll do for the healin' [03:01.19]And no liquor in the land to stop your brain from bleedin' [03:04.24]And you need somethin' special [03:05.21]You need somethin' special, all right [03:06.68]You need a fast flyin' train on a tornado track [03:08.96]To shoot you someplace and shoot you back [03:11.56]You need a cyclone wind on a stream engine howler [03:13.90]That's been bangin' and boomin' and blowin' forever [03:15.75]That knows your troubles a hundred times over [03:20.01]That won't laugh at your looks, your voice or your face [03:21.95]And by any number of bets in the book [03:17.84]You need a Greyhound bus that don't bar no race [03:23.25]Will be rollin' long after the bubblegum craze [03:25.71]You need somethin' to open up a new door [03:27.42]To show you somethin' you seen before [03:28.72]But overlooked a hundred times or more [03:30.97]You need somethin' to open your eyes [03:32.22]You need somethin' to make it known [03:33.51]That it's you and no one else that owns [03:35.05]That spot that you're standin', that space that you're sittin' [03:37.20]That the world ain't got you beat [03:39.31]That it ain't got you licked [03:40.21]It can't get you crazy, no matter how many times [03:42.09]You might get kicked [03:43.43]You need somethin' special all right [03:44.68]You need somethin' special to give you hope [03:46.67]But hope's just a word [03:47.67]That maybe you said or maybe you heard [03:49.22]On some windy corner, 'round a wide-angled curve [03:51.56]But that's what you need, man and you need it bad [03:53.94]And your trouble is you know it too good [03:55.45]'Cause you look and you start gettin' the chills [03:57.09]'Cause you can't find it on a dollar bill [03:59.09]And it ain't on Macy's window sill [04:01.69]And it ain't on no rich kid's road map [04:03.28]And it ain't in no fat kid's fraternity house [04:05.27]And it ain't made in no Hollywood wheat germ [04:06.98]And it ain't on that dim lit stage [04:08.63]With that half-wit comedian on it [04:10.05]Rantin' and ravin' and takin' your money [04:11.39]And you thinks it's funny [04:12.49]No, you can't find it in no night club or no yacht club [04:14.83]And it ain't in the seats of a supper club [04:16.45]And sure as hell, you're bound to tell [04:17.94]No matter how hard you rub [04:18.84]You just ain't a gonna find it on your ticket stub [04:20.98]No and it ain't in the rumors people are tellin' you [04:22.86]And it ain't in the pimple lotion people are sellin' you [04:25.00]And it ain't in no cardboard box house [04:26.50]Or down any movie star's blouse [04:28.51]And you can't find it on the golf course [04:30.35]And Uncle Remus can't tell you and neither can Santa Claus [04:33.50]And it ain't in the cream puff hair-do or cotton candy clothes [04:36.01]And it ain't in the dime store dummies or bubblegum goons [04:38.30]And it ain't in the marshmallow noises [04:39.34]of the chocolate cake voices [04:40.89]That come knockin' and tappin' in Christmas wrappin' [04:43.14]Sayin', ain't I pretty? and ain't I cute?" [04:44.68]"Look at my skin [04:45.33]Look at my skin shine, look at my skin glow [04:48.26]Look at my skin laugh, look at my skin cry [04:50.15]When you can't even sense if they got any insides [04:52.15]These people so pretty in their ribbons and bows [04:54.90]No, you'll not, now or no other day [04:56.29]Find it on the doorsteps made out a paper mache [04:58.39]And inside it the people made of molasses [05:00.04]That every other day buy a new pair of sunglasses [05:02.44]And it ain't in the fifty star generals [05:03.98]And flipped out phonies [05:05.18]Who'd turn you in for a tenth of a penny [05:06.77]Who breathe and burp and bend and crack [05:08.47]And before you can count from one to ten [05:10.06]Do it all over again but this time behind your back, [05:11.82]My friend [05:13.37]The one's that wheel and deal and whirl and twirl [05:15.32]And play games with each other in their sand-box world [05:17.66]And you can't find it either in the no talent fools [05:19.65]That run around gallant [05:20.52]And make all rules for the ones that got talent [05:22.47]And it ain't in the ones that ain't got any talent [05:24.03]But think they do and think they're foolin' you [05:25.72]The ones who jump on the wagon [05:26.85]Just for a while 'cause they know it's in style [05:28.64]To get their kicks, get out of it quick [05:30.08]And make all kinds of money and chicks [05:31.92]And you yell to yourself and you throw down your hat [05:33.73]Sayin', "Christ, do I gotta be like that? [05:35.48]Ain't there no one here that knows where I'm at [05:37.44]Ain't there no one here that knows how I feel [05:39.08]Good God Almighty, that stuff ain't real" [05:41.37]No, but that ain't your game, it ain't your race [05:43.97]You can't hear your name, you can't see your face [05:45.66]You gotta look some other place [05:47.56]And where do you look for this hope that you're seekin' [05:49.41]Where do you look for this lamp that's a burnin'? [05:51.06]Where do you look for this oil well gushin'? [05:52.85]Where do you look for this candle that's glowin'? [05:54.55]Where do you look for this hope that you know is there [05:55.90]And out there somewhere? [05:57.55]And your feet can only walk down two kinds of roads [06:00.00]Your eyes can only look through two kinds of windows [06:02.14]Your nose can only smell two kinds of hallways [06:04.50]You can touch and twist and turn two kinds of doorknobs [06:07.34]You can either go to the church of your choice [06:09.04]Or you can go to Brooklyn State Hospital [06:10.40]You'll find God in the church of your choice [06:12.79]You'll find Woody Guthrie in Brooklyn State Hospital [06:15.26]And though it's only my opinion, I may be right or wrong [06:17.25]You'll find them both in Grand Canyon, at sundown