Sometimes I wonder if you remember August's day and the cricket hiss. We listened where balanced peace, or maybe sometimes. There was no end to the drinks and to the daylight, sad music — we were living by the river at the time. Thought I needed that cool, cool, cool water because I couldn't cool down from wanting ... to losing, Jesus, I wanted you ... And I remember, how the kudzu coiled over everything — the old buildings where we found three paintings of Jesus in a heap of trash. People kept saying, "It's alright, it's alright, it's alright, have some more, be secure, ululate — whatever, just be alright." I've got the wrong kind of energy, Jesus, things are better now we left. Thought I needed that cool, cool, cool logic, though I'm still not true now from wanting ... to losing, Jesus, I had you ... Jesus! Let us eat when we're hungry; let us drink and drink when we are dry, and let's try to keep ourselves wandering beyond the quiet of our little lives. And oh, if you find you really need someone to always lift you up, Jesus, I cannot ...