[00:05.653]As far back as I can remember
[00:11.033]The failure was always there
[00:15.830]It was the only real companion that I have ever had
[00:28.070]Not meant to live like this
[00:30.814]Consciousness is nothing more than a vicious cycle
[00:35.749]And I am being bled dry by my conviction
[00:41.505]I've spent my life trying to find my confidence
[00:47.483]And found absolutely nothing
[00:53.030]Life is a lost cause
[00:59.355]Too weak to carry on
[01:04.507]I wish I'd never met who I once was
[01:12.231]Not meant to live like this
[01:14.625]Pursuing the love in all that I have lost
[01:19.289]But I have left myself neglected
[01:22.833]Deserted from the start
[01:26.708]Longing for a chance to wander
[01:31.414]A chance to chase my aspiration
[01:34.851]When you're devoid of feeling
[01:40.163]You just do as you're told
[01:45.404]Hatred is exhausting
[01:48.729]But it's all I'll ever know