[00:12.190]in a little while from now [00:14.490]if i'm not feeling any less sour [00:17.190]i promise myself to treat myself [00:20.450]and visit a nearby tower [00:23.000]and climbing to the top [00:25.350]will throw myself off [00:27.950]in an effort to [00:29.500]make it clear to who [00:31.000]ever what it's like [00:32.800]when you're shattered left [00:35.060]standing in the lurch [00:36.260]at a church [00:37.510]where people saying' my god [00:40.110]that's tough she's stood him up [00:42.510]no point in us remaining [00:44.760]we may as well go home' [00:47.660]as i did on my own [00:50.560]alone again naturally [00:56.160]to think that only yesterday [00:58.810]i was cheerful bright and gay [01:01.760]looking forward to [01:03.610]well who wouldn't do the role [01:06.210]i was about to play [01:07.860]but as if to knock me down [01:10.560]reality came around [01:13.460]and without so much [01:14.810]as a mere touch [01:16.110]cut me into little pieces [01:18.260]leaving me to doubt [01:21.610]talk about [01:22.610]god in his mercy [01:25.610]who if he really does exist [01:27.570]why did he desert me [01:30.570]in my hour of need [01:33.870]i truly am indeed [01:35.570]alone again naturally [01:41.120]it seems to me that there are [01:44.870]more hearts broken in the world [01:46.670]that can't be mended [01:48.570]that can't left unattended [01:51.570]what do we do [01:54.220]what do we do alone again naturally [02:43.080]looking back over the years [02:46.290]and whatever else that appears [02:49.040]i remember i cried [02:50.340]when my father died [02:52.140]never wishing to hide the tears [02:54.800]and at sixty five years old [02:57.150]my mother god rest her soul [03:00.050]couldn't understand [03:01.900]why the only man [03:02.900]she had ever loved had been taken [03:06.050]leaving her to start [03:08.050]with a heart [03:09.300]so badly broken [03:10.600]despite encouragement from me [03:13.260]no words were ever spoken [03:16.860]and when she passed away [03:18.460] [03:19.480]i cried and cried all day [03:21.980]alone again naturally [03:27.930]alone again naturally