There's nothing left now that doesn't come from suffering victoms of time, we're defined by our history forever lost, and now I don't know who the fuck I have become where has my life gone? i'm holding on to a life i'll never get back it's too hard to let go i'm on right train but the wrong tracks trying not to derail nothing is like it was before I know not who I am anymore chasing something that's behnd me when will I be set free? so what is left of this life that's in front of me? is there a future when you only see in memories? when every loss, every beauty just remind you of the past how can you just let go? i'm holding on to a life i'll never get back it's too hard to let go i'm on right train but the wrong tracks trying not to derail nothing is like it was before I know not who I am anymore chasing something that's behnd me when will I be set free? broken promises left to mend burning the candle at both ends no light to find my way back home but I don't know where "home" is anymore the sinking ship has washed ashore this misery has got to end what's done is done the past is a strange place look at me now, a fool with everything, but yet he's still so hollow look at us now, no lights just struggling to find our way back home i'm holding on to a life i'll never get back it's too hard to let go i'm on right train but the wrong tracks trying not to derail nothing is like it was before I know not who I am anymore chasing something that's behnd me when will I be set free? broken promises left to mend burning the candle at both ends no light to find my way back home but I don't know where "home" is