[00:15.107]Unwanted, but breathing
[00:18.147]In the next room, sleeping
[00:21.585]My mother, she's crying
[00:25.037]And my father's been drinking
[00:28.643]In our run-down apartment
[00:31.538]Where the roof is still leaking
[00:35.125]He's cursing and cussing
[00:38.567]It's just the whiskey talking
[00:41.938]And I've got lots of memories like this one
[00:48.838]Of empty days and nights spent tired and lonesome
[00:55.561]But when I think back to all of it
[01:02.237]Well, it's all too much
[01:05.602]Well, it's all too much when you're just a little kid
[01:23.583]My little brother, just a newborn baby
[01:29.257]In the image of my mother, says he's a blessing
[01:36.017]But not to my father, oh how he hates him
[01:42.853]An undeserving mistake, he calls him a burden
[01:49.608]And I've got lots of memories like this one
[01:56.325]Of picking sides and picking fights between them
[02:03.081]When I think back to all of it
[02:09.866]Well, it's all too much
[02:13.289]Well, it's all too much when you're just a little kid
[02:17.920]And when I wake up in the morning it all feels like a bad dream
[02:24.598]One that follows you and haunts you endlessly
[02:29.993]Yeah, haunts me endlessly
[02:40.295]Well, broken and beaten from the abuse and the cheating
[02:47.200]The addiction, and the lying and the promise of leaving
[02:53.638]While my old man was a bastard, I admired and loved him
[03:00.681]And us two kids, we were born into a family, not a fortune, no