You ask me if I love you, And I choked on my reply. I'd rather hurt you honestly, Than mislead you with a lie. And who am I to judge you, On what you say or do; I'm only just beginning, To see the real you. . And sometimes when we touch, The honesty's too much, And I have to close my eyes and hide. I wanna hold you till I die, Till we both break down and cry; I wanna hold you, Till the fears in me subside. . Romance and all its strategies, leave me battling with my pride. But through the insecurities, Some tenderness surves. I am just another writer, Still trapped within my truth; A hesitant prize fighter, Still trapped within my youth. . And sometimes when we touch, The honesty's too much, And I have to close my eyes and hide. I wanna hold you till I die, Till we both break down and cry; I wanna hold you, Till the fears in me subside. . At times I'd like to break you, And drive you to your knees; At times I'd like to break through, And hold you endlessly. . At times I understand you, And I know how hard you've tried. I've watched while love commands you, And watched while love passed you by. At times I think we're drifters, Still searching for a friend, A brother or a sister, But then a passion flares again. And sometimes when we touch, The honesty's too much, And I have to close my eyes and hide. I wanna hold you till I die, Till we both break down and cry; I wanna hold you, tTll the fears in me subside.