[00:30.06]I finally look to paint a picture of my whole life
[00:34.36]And for me to end it would be so nice
[00:35.79]Somebody driving on this back street
[00:39.82]So i could leave my ************t all on the back seat
[00:42.24]Cause i dont love my life no more
[00:44.71]So i dont wanna fight no more
[00:48.14]I felt this way before but it died out
[00:50.17]So i shot my ******* eye out
[00:53.25]Nobody understands me help
[00:56.83]But i dont understand my self
[00:58.65]I always find myself bein trapped
[01:02.31]And my drugs that i take so im at
[01:05.15]That point in my mother******* life
[01:06.94]Where i dont wanna live a ******* lie
[01:09.20]I just wanna die
[01:14.89]I just wanna die
[01:18.50]Die
[01:20.52]I just wanna die
[01:24.39]Die
[01:27.41]Lets go on a journey
[01:30.29]Boldly go where no man has gone before
[01:38.57]Buckle up and lets take a ride
[01:42.18]I want you to watch me commit suicide
[01:44.24]Were headed for a place in a dark land
[01:47.20]In desperate search of that dark man
[01:49.77]But dont you move keep it right there
[01:52.82]I wanna bring you smooth into my nigh*******are
[01:55.02]Dont be afraid of watching life bleed
[01:57.16]Explore my every thought, come out and sightsee
[02:01.23]Theres no man alive, that can promise breath
[02:06.78]But once we arrive, i can promise death
[02:12.34]And now were headed for the crossroads
[02:16.19]Gettin deeper in the lost coves
[02:17.77]And once we arrive
[02:19.83]Close your mother******* eyes
[02:21.50]Cause im about to die
[02:27.33]Will wake up
[02:28.06]What, what, what, what man?
[02:29.79]Damn you aint been listenin man?
[02:33.46]This ************t is real, man, i dont give a ******* will, you payin attention
[02:39.53]Just drive *******, damn?
[02:40.56]You listenin, will its goin down, right ******* now
[02:45.00]I put the pistol to my temple
[02:47.60]See the bullet in the chamber
[02:49.34]****ed it back and out of anger
[02:51.07]I pulled the crack, see the shells jump out the side
[02:53.53]Now im fallin back, im seein faces but theyre all in black
[02:57.51]Im hearin sounds but i cant hear
[03:00.48]Im seein pictures in my head but they aint clear
[03:03.17]My every picture flashed at full speed
[03:05.63]And now im feelin like im loosin my grips on all reality
[03:08.35]But my realitys a battle g
[03:10.74]And i was tired of havin talks with myself about mentality
[03:14.12]End it all i stand tall
[03:16.95]Apparently i wasnt patient enough to hear the man call
[03:20.04]So now i leave myself to strive or die
[03:23.39]But ive lost all my hopes inside
[03:24.41]And i just wanna die
[03:26.70]Yo will wake the ******* up
[03:28.04]What, what, what, man, damn?
[03:29.82]Man im talkin about killin myself man
[03:32.28]Wanna kill yourself?
[03:32.75]Thats right i dont give a *******
[03:34.54]Right? what you think im playin
[03:36.43]Argument,gunshot,car crash...