[00:24.66]Waking up in suffering [00:29.65]same as I was yesterday [00:34.52]Cold breath speaks kindly [00:39.33]tells me to go back to sleep [00:44.25]Words that no one hears [00:49.15]pass through paralyzed [00:54.24]Invisions of darkness [00:58.75]I close my eyes [01:04.12]I lay my head down to rest but sleep never comes [01:58.01]Love evades every thought and pills nullify my restless mind [02:12.19]And I hate myself but I couldn’t hate you [02:19.50]Even if I tried, even if I tried, even if I tried [02:26.91]Love evades every thought and pills nullify my restless mind [02:40.70]And I hate myself but I couldn’t hate you [02:48.07]Even if I tried, even if I tried, even if I tried [02:55.79]Hiding in my purest failure I attempt to understand [03:02.50]Why hate and love seem so different but are one and the same [03:10.14]Falling out of grace [03:11.55]I know it'll never change [03:16.49]Even if I tried, even if I tried, even if I tried [03:24.25]Hiding in my purest failure I attempt to understand [03:30.80]Why hate and love seem so different but are one and the same [03:38.63]Love evades every thought and pills nullify my restless mind [03:52.41]And I hate myself but I couldn’t hate you [03:59.31]Even if I tried, even if I tried, even if I tried [04:07.23]Love evades every thought and pills nullify my restless mind [04:20.97]And I hate myself but I couldn’t hate you [04:27.97]Even if I tried, even if I tried, even if I tried [04:35.51]Love evades every thought and pills nullify my restless mind [04:49.08]And I hate myself but I couldn’t