You have this way of making me Say the opposite of everything I mean I kiss you, I hug you But I could not feel less connected from you I know I wanted all this in the beginning, I really tried I know I caught you at a not-so-happy time of your life My dreams are bigger than your junkie pride I don't quite fit the part of She who loses everything and falls into insanity The sunbeams mean nothing If you can't find the light shining in one thing I know I wanted all this in the beginning, I really tried I know I caught you at a not-so-happy time of your life My dreams are bigger than your junkie pride It's fine if you're hateful As long as all in all you remain grateful It made me nervous to know you didn't like me, I really tried The way I'm feeling in this moment, it can't last my whole life My dreams are bigger than your junkie pride