How does it feel to have crushed a heart? How does it feel to have lied from the start? I can't get past The first day we met I thought I was something I'd never regret And it's heart breaking What you meant to me Squeezing this heart as it burst in you fist Bloody dripping blood From your finger tips And now that you've killed me Will you wash your hands free of this blood today I still feel the same How am I supposed to feel I feel like nothing is real You've brought me You've brought me down to my knees And now you tell me that you're leaving You never gave a reason I should've known right from the start Cause that's just how you are Now that I've made you a line in a song I have to tell you that I'm moving on I'm better off than I was before I know you want me to settle the score But my words for you Aren't worth wasting my breath With my heart in your hands You've crushed it to death And now that you've killed me Will you wash your hands free of this blood today I still feel the same How am I supposed to feel I feel like nothing is real You've brought me You've brought me down to my knees And now you tell me that you're leaving You never gave a reason I should've known right from the start Cause that's just how you are How you are Of all the things I know And the feelings I've shown It never seems to add up And it doesn't even matter now And the day we stepped apart You wanted to be so far from me It's always been what you wanted How am I supposed to feel I feel like nothing is real You've brought me You've brought me down to my knees And now you tell me that you're leaving You never gave a reason I should've known right from the start Cause that's just how you are