I lose control of my heart I can’t keep up without losing my breath It’s been this way from the start, I need rest I'll go to sleep at a decent time When I find something worth waking up for I'll go to sleep at a decent time When I find something worth waking me for The days are long when I keep checking my phone to see you haven't called at all And this is where I die Oh I thought i was the best part of your life Oh I thought i was the only one inside Now i’m pretty sure that I I was wrong.