Let's hold our heads up just tonight, and pretend that we're okay. 'cause we're okay, right? god dammit. i need you. i don't know you at all anymore and i wanted to feel something better than what i once knew. i am alone tonight, "while the kids are out high" i am alone tonight. do you remember this? like i remember you. HEY. I will wake up beside you, someday when we're both alone and lonely. Someday when I find the time to be a better boy. I'll be a better boy. 'cause if i've ever wanted one thing, it'd be the last two years of our lives back. and if i could ever tell you something, it'd be that i still love you. and i will be a better boy if it means that you will stay here. i will be a better boy. a better boy.