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[00:11.68]One of those ******* awful black days when nothing is pleasing
[00:15.73]And everything that happens is an excuse for anger
[00:18.52]An outlet for emotions stockpiled
[00:21.42]An arsenal , an armor
[00:23.97]These are the days when I hate the world
[00:26.39]Hate the rich,hate the happy, hate the complacent
[00:30.70]The tv watchers, beer drinkers, the satisfied ones
[00:34.56]Because I know I can be all those little hateful things
[00:37.69]And then I hate myself for realizing that
[00:41.23]There is no preventative, directive, or safe approach for living
[00:44.84]We each know our own faith
[00:47.02]We know from our youth how to be treated
[00:48.88]And how we'll be received and how we shall end
[00:51.56]These things don't change
[00:53.30]You can change your clothes, change your hairstyle
[00:55.79]Your friends, cities, continents
[00:57.96]But sooner or later your old self will always catch up
[01:01.20]Always it waits in the wings
[01:02.35](my need is slow but don't stick
[01:04.14]like //// //// //// ////
[01:05.67]like the rain on the wind*******eld)
[01:07.26]One of those rainy day car rides
[01:09.57]My head imploded
[01:11.07]The a*******osphere in this car a mirror of my skull
[01:14.05]Wet, damp, windows dripping and misted with cold
[01:18.78]Walls of gray
[01:20.46]Nothing good on the radio
[01:22.08]Not a thought in my head
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[01:23.94]I know a place we can go where you'll fall in love so hard that you'll wish you were dead
[01:34.96]Let's take life and slow it down incredibly slow (I know a place we can go)
[01:37.81]Frame by frame (when you'll fall in )
[01:39.39]Like two minutes that take ten years to live out (love so hard that)
[01:42.75]Yeah, let's do that (you'll wish you were dead)
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[01:47.26]Telephone poles like praying mantis against the sky
[01:50.43]Metal arms outstretched
[01:52.36]So much land traveled, so little sense made of it
[01:55.85]It doesn't mean a thing all this land laying out behind us
[01:58.96]I'd like to take off into these woods and get good and lost for a while
[02:03.06]I'm disgusted with petty concerns - parking tickets, breakfast specials
[02:07.74]Does someone just have to carry this weight?
[02:13.78]Abstract topography
[02:16.20]Methane covenant
[02:18.32]Linear gospel
[02:20.06]Ashville saleslady
[02:21.80]Stagian emmisary
[02:23.54]Torturous lice
[02:25.49]Mad Elizabeth
[02:32.38](keep a better peoples)
[02:39.67]The light within me *******nes like a diamond mine
[02:42.60]Like an unarmed walrus
[02:44.09]Like a dead man face down on the highway
[02:46.58]Like a snake eating its own tail
[02:48.82]A steam turbine
[02:50.25]Frog pond
[02:51.30]Too-full closet burst open in disarray
[02:54.48]Soap bubbles in the sun
[02:56.09]Hospital deathbed
[02:57.40]Red convertible
[02:58.40]Shopping list
[02:59.21]Blow job
[03:00.26]Death's head
[03:01.07]Devils dancing
[03:02.19]Bleached white buildings
[03:03.48]Memory movements
[03:04.97]The movie unpeeling, unreeling, about to begin
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[03:14.23]I've seen your hallway
[03:16.47]You're a dark hallway
[03:18.02]I hear your stairs creak
[03:19.95]I can fix my mind on your yes and your no
[03:23.81]I'll feel your face today in the sparkling c*******
[03:27.29]All red, yellow, blue-green brilliance and silver Dutch reflection
[03:31.77]Racing thoughts
[03:33.08]Racing thoughts all too real
[03:34.76]You're moving so fast now I can't hold your image
[03:37.55]This image I have of your face by the window
[03:40.23]Me standing beside you
[03:41.60]Arm on your shoulder
[03:42.90]A catalog of images, fla*******ng glimpses
[03:45.14]Then dawn again
[03:46.76]Untethered to this post you've sunk in me
[03:49.06]Every clear afternoon now I'll think of you up in the air
[03:52.30]Twisting your heel and your knees up around me
[03:54.91]My face in your hair
[03:56.65]You scream so well
[03:58.08]Your smile so loud
[03:59.89]Still rings in my ears
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[04:03.95]I know a place we can go when you'll fall in love so hard that you'll wish you were dead
[04:14.71]Inhibition
[04:15.64]Distant tied-up longing
[04:17.51]Clean my teeth
[04:19.93]Stay the course
[04:21.64]Hold the wheel
[04:23.04]Steer on to freedom
[04:25.22]Open all the boxes
[04:27.46]Open all the boxes
[04:29.45]Open all the boxes
[04:32.13]Open all the boxes
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[04:37.29]Times ******* mid-day
[04:39.19]Newspaper buildings
[04:40.49]News headlines going around
[04:42.11]We watch as they go and hope for some good ones
[04:44.66]Those tree shadows from the park
[04:46.40]That you're all whispering
[04:47.83]//// //// meanings around six pm
[04:49.95]Shadows across the cobblestones
[04:52.38]Girl in front of bathroom mirror
[04:54.24]She's slow and careful
[04:55.42]Paints her face green, mask-like
[04:58.69]Like Matisse
[04:59.31]Portrait with Green Stripe
[05:00.80]Long shot through apar*******ent window
[05:03.60]A monologue on top but no girl in shot
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[05:07.15]The light within me *******nes like a diamond mine
[05:09.89]Like an unarmed walrus
[05:11.69]Like a dead man face down on the highway
[05:14.49]Like a snake eating its own tail
[05:16.67]A steam turbine
[05:18.17]Frog pond
[05:19.36]Too-full closet burst open in disarray
[05:21.72]Soap bubbles in the sun
[05:22.97]Hospital deathbed
[05:24.02]Red convertible
[05:24.89]Shopping list
[05:25.52]Blow job
[05:26.20]Death's head
[05:28.19]Devils dancing
[05:29.37]Bleached white buildings
[05:30.62]Memory movements
[05:31.98]The movie unreeling, about to begin
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