[ar:Jeff Williams] [ti:Red like roses II] [00:00.48]I couldn't take it, couldn't stand another minute [00:02.61]Couldn't bear another day without you in it [00:05.00]All of the joy that I had known for all my life [00:07.29]Was stripped away from me the minute that you died [00:09.58]To have you in my life was all I ever wanted [00:12.31]But now without you I'm a soul forever haunted [00:14.19]Can't help but feel that I had taken you for granted [00:16.42]No way in Hell that I can ever comprehend this [00:18.71]I wasn't dreaming when they told me you were gone [00:20.74]I was wide awake and feeling that they had to be wrong [00:23.33]How could you leave me when you swore that you would stay [00:25.36]Now I'm trapped inside a nightmare every single f'ing day [00:28.05]It's like a movie but there's not a happy ending [00:30.04]Every scene fades black and there's no pretending [00:32.35]This little fairy tale doesn't seem to end well [00:34.43]There's no knight in shining armor who will wake me from the spell [00:37.53]I know you didn't plan this [00:42.15]You tried to do what's right [00:46.47]But in the middle of this madness [00:50.12]I'm the one you left to win this fight [01:04.25]Red like roses [01:08.46]Fills my head with dreams and finds me [01:13.67]Always closer [01:17.53]To the emptiness and sadness [01:19.66]That has come to take the place of you [01:22.86]I know you’re broken down by anger and by sadness [01:24.99]You feel I left you in a world that’s full of madness [01:27.33]Wish I could talk to you if only for a minute [01:29.51]Make you understand the reasons why I did it [01:32.35]I wanna tell you that you’re all that ever mattered [01:34.33]Want you to know that for eternity i’m shattered [01:36.41]I tried so hard just to protect you but I failed to [01:38.75]And in a prison of abandonment i’ve jailed you [01:41.08]I never planned that I would leave you there alone [01:43.02]I was sure that I would see you when I made it back home [01:45.56]And all the times I swore that it would be okay [01:47.94]Now i’m nothing but a liar that’s been thrown into the fray [01:50.33]This bedtime story isn’t ‘misery ever after’ [01:52.26]The pages are torn and there’s no final chapter [01:54.55]I didn’t have a choice, I did what I had to do [01:56.89]I made a sacrifice and forced a bigger sacrifice on you [01:59.83]I know you lived a nightmare [02:04.40]I caused you so much pain [02:08.72]But, baby, please don’t do what I did [02:12.89]I don’t want you to waste your life in vain [02:26.57]Red like roses [02:30.73]Fills my head with dreams and finds me [02:35.46]Always closer [02:39.77]To the emptiness and sadness [02:42.33]that has come to take the place of you [02:45.48]You’re not the only one who needed me I thought you understood [02:49.60]You were the one I needed and you left me and I always feared you would [02:54.17]Would I change it if I could? [02:58.13]It doesn’t matter how. [03:00.32]The petals scattered now. [03:02.81]Every nightmare does disclose this. [03:04.89]It’s your birth that’s red like roses, [03:07.17]And no matter what I do, [03:09.98]Nothing ever takes the place of you [03:39.69]Red like roses [03:43.86]Fills my head with dreams and finds me [03:48.73]Always closer [03:52.90]To the emptiness and sadness [03:55.04]that has come to take the place of you