stay in bed,sometimes turning to my right, until i close my eyes this is not a song about sleep or death it's about something much smaller and paler than that I'm not going to show it to my friends Cause when i came home I'd lost thirty something pounds I didn't leave my bed, I threw up in a bathroom in baltimore Before dancing with a girl I'll probably never talk to again We won't be nice to anyone beacause i don't see why i should I don't see the point i won't get clean for the rest of my life I won't be nice