I saw it all Happened on the golden sheets In the morning You were asleep Hazy in your golden days There was a child Moving on her mother's breast Breathing only Dust in the light But you know it's awfully hard To dream I was a knight In my mother's arms Black as mourning Wearing the lights Glowing so my sister Could see I felt it all But you know it's awfully hard To talk about it Try to recall The girls when I was seventeen-- A dream Know this can't be right But it's awfully hard to fight When it's going quickly and it's like We're half asleep There's no rosy almost days behind These painted lady eyes Let it go and all that they imply Get over me I was afraid When I left my home And my mother Sadness, my friend She used to play for me And sing Know this can't be right But it's awfully hard to fight When it's going quickly and it's like We're half asleep There's no rosy almost days behind These painted lady eyes Let it go and all that they imply Get over me It's hard to talk about When inside you're freaking out When it's going quickly and you doubt You're anything But it's what we have instead of God(Where have you been?) What we have instead of God What we have instead of God(Wish I could talk to you) We're anything(I've been dreaming) But it's what we have instead of God(I don't wanna die) What we have instead of God What we have instead of God(Lying on the palest sheets) We're anything(In the morning) What we have instead of God(I felt it all) Like the moment after love When we know we finally kill the buzz(But you know it's awfully hard) So we can sleep And we can finally let it lie(I don't wanna die) While the days keep passing by Carried on the little deaths we die(Lying in my mother's bed) Then we can sleep(In the morning)