[00:12.50]It isn’t easy to express what I feel inside
[00:20.02]But that shouldn’t come as a surprise to you
[00:27.61]Haven’t been the perfect mom
[00:31.00]but please know that I tried
[00:34.02]I did the best I could and that’s the best that I could do
[00:42.41]Now facing a future that’s uncertain
[00:49.50]I cannot say what lies ahead
[00:55.32]But I won’t give up
[00:57.65]I’ll face my fear
[00:59.03]and fight back years of un-cried tears
[01:03.00]and tell you all the things I never said
[01:14.22]All of the hours spent at work
[01:18.44]consumed with my career
[01:21.50]I won’t blame you if you thought I didn’t care
[01:28.56]Graduations that I missed
[01:31.43]All the games I didn’t cheer
[01:36.00]I never told you then but how I wanted to be there
[01:43.62]As thoughts of the past run through my memory
[01:50.58]The choices I’ve made, the life I’ve led
[01:56.55]And office on the highest floor
[02:00.00]It meant so much but you mean more
[02:03.02]That’s one of many things
[02:10.87]So much in my life I took for granted
[02:18.56]Like tucking my children into bed
[02:25.06]My world was always spinning fast
[02:28.92]and in an instant years have past
[02:31.98]and here I sit with so much left unsaid
[02:40.00]I’ve always lived a world apart
[02:44.54]But through it all you were my heart
[02:50.00]That’s one of many things, so many things
[03:03.00]I never said