I don\"t know
What to think
I don\"t know
How to feel
No joy
Nothing sad
Just vast emptiness
Here I lie on my bed
Smoking cigs
Having drinks
I don\"t care what\"s outside
What\"s inside
I don\"t know myself
I don\"t know
What to yearn
I don\"t know
How to hope
Dead mind
Palsied soul
Slowly crumbling away
Partly left
Partly gone
I am weak
I am tired
No more dreams
Only sleep
I am mute
I am deaf