It were the first days of spring
But these were meant to be
The hardest in this so-called family
I hate these hospitals
And its dead corridors
I've lost my shelter
I've lost my home
I lost everything I ever loved
I don't know where I belong
Now I need to be as brave as you were
Stay by me
A brave angel has left the world
Can you tell me why this happened to me?
Days are passing by
And I still can't keep my head up high
Now I am all alone
And having all these questions
It's so hard to breath
I fear having this heavy heart and mind lifelong
With your death something has died in me too
Stay by me and show me how to push trough
I need mother love
But now I am motherless
The only thing what's left is your last smile at me
Since that day it has rained continually
In my dreams there is the last place you still speak to me
Reaching out my hand but you always disappear
How much longer do I have to live until I see you again?
I've lost my faith
I've lost my strength
I lost everything I ever loved
I don't know where I belong
But now I need to be as brave as you were
Stay by me
A brave angel has left the world
Can you tell me why this happened to me?
And my throat is dry
From always choking not to cry
I'll keep my head up high
Trough all these questions
It's so hard to breath