[00:06.649][Verse 1: Joe Budden]
[00:13.362]I said all that I'll say, so I stand with no apologies
[00:16.680]I've popped all that I popped, wasn't too recently that it got to me
[00:20.049]Those of ya'll that love Joe, gotta admit the shit was a lot to see
[00:23.341]Today I take all of the credit like I did away with modesty
[00:26.580]I lost weight, lost faith, I got caught up in that vacuum
[00:29.689]My stomach turned and my eyes burned, and I became best friends with the bathroom
[00:33.058]Today it takes all the strength I have inside for me to avoid the rush
[00:36.559]Face pokered over the toilet, all you hear is a royal flush
[00:40.033]Was under the control, though they warned me about addiction
[00:43.821]Mind manifested again in the form of a prescription
[00:46.642]And it's funny what the effects of that little pill'll do
[00:50.012]Funny shit that keeps you alive can also kill you
[00:53.382]But it's my life, guess I'm stuck in it
[00:56.725]Sometimes I wanna just be normal like them other kids
[01:00.095]The demon I battle with every night is simply drugs and shit
[01:03.387]But I'll runaway from it all if God deems that I've had enough of it
[01:06.417][Hook:]
[01:06.887]They say don't get lost, you are the leader
[01:10.022]And don't do that, be a believer
[01:13.104]When the sun goes down, you better hide
[01:16.657]It's a dangerous world, better stay inside and
[01:20.366]Run along, run along
[01:22.900]It's a long long way, home from here
[01:26.975]Run along, run along
[01:29.640]It's a long long way, home from here, yeah
[01:31.886][Verse 2: Joe Budden]
[01:32.278]Uh, it go
[01:33.009]How come they can roll? Ya'll tell me how come they can smoke, they can drink?
[01:36.640]They get to do whatever they want and it don't interrupt the way they think
[01:40.010]They all get to be regular, why is it only me this odd?
[01:43.223]Me who can't even stand up straight, me who can't even keep a job
[01:46.828]Maybe I'm asking for too much, a tiny piece of normalcy
[01:49.911]Or answer to any one of my ****ing prayers that's asking what's wrong with me
[01:53.359]Maybe I'm tired of being unique, tired of being that outcast
[01:56.676]I'm tired of me being the only one, so tired of you all not knowing about that
[01:59.994]I'm tired of it all, want me to fall a spectacle, for the crowd to see
[02:03.285]Or being the only one with faith, I'm tired of everybody doubting me
[02:06.655]I'm tired of responding to grown ass folks that think so motha ****in childishly
[02:09.999]Aches, wish I could take my parents' genes the **** up out of me
[02:13.369]Tired of wanting to run somewhere, tired of having to bare it all
[02:16.399]Tired of you ****s constantly taking from me and I'm willing to share it all
[02:20.448]Tired of being objective, I'm tired of having to hear it all
[02:23.504]But being alone is the only way I know to never be near it all
[02:26.587][Hook]
[02:26.978]They say don't get lost, you are the leader
[02:29.486]And don't do that, be a believer
[02:32.908]When the sun goes down, you better hide
[02:36.226]It's a dangerous world, better stay inside and
[02:40.431]Run along, run along
[02:42.782]It's a long long way, home from here
[02:46.936]Run along, run along
[02:49.496]It's a long long way, home from here, yeah