[ti:stan Remix]
[ar:Eminem]
[00:05.53]Dear Slim, I wrote but you still ain't calling
[00:08.16]I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom
[00:10.96]I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em
[00:13.64]There probably was a problem at the post office or something
[00:16.45]Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em
[00:19.32]But anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter
[00:22.01]My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father
[00:24.38]If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call her
[00:26.44]I'ma name her Bonnie
[00:27.62]I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry
[00:30.24]I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him
[00:32.99]I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan
[00:36.24]I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam
[00:38.79]I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man
[00:41.66]I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat
[00:44.47]Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back
[00:46.92]Just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan，This is Stan
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[00:50.37]This is my life
[00:55.05]This is my life that I used waste minute
[01:00.48]This is my life
[01:06.16]This is my life that I used waste minute
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[01:11.78]Dear Slim you still ain't called or wrote I hope you have a chance
[01:14.77]I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer fans
[01:17.52]If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert
[01:19.95]You didn't have to but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew
[01:22.63]That's my little brother man he's only six years old
[01:24.88]We waited in the blistering cold for you
[01:26.81]Four hours and you just said No
[01:28.43]That's pretty shitty man - you're like his fuckin idol
[01:30.87]He wants to be just like you man he likes you more than I do
[01:33.80]I ain't that mad though I just don't like bein lied to
[01:36.49]Remember when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you
[01:39.23]You would write back - see I'm just like you in a way
[01:41.48]I never knew my father neither
[01:42.97]He used to always cheat on my mom and beat her
[01:45.16]I can relate to what you're saying in your songs
[01:47.22]So when I have a shitty day I drift away and put 'em on
[01:50.03]Cause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed
[01:52.84]I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest
[01:55.77]Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
[01:58.33]It's like adrenaline the pain is such a sudden rush for me
[02:01.13]See everything you say is real and I respect you cause you tell it
[02:03.94]My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you 24/7
[02:06.81]But she don't know you like I know you Slim no one does
[02:09.43]She don't know what it was like for people like us growin up
[02:12.05]You gotta call me man I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
[02:14.86]Sincerely yours Stan -- P S
[02:16.48]We should be together too
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[02:18.42]This is my life
[02:23.35]This is my life that I used waste minute
[02:28.97]This is my life
[02:34.46]This is my life that I used waste minute
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[02:40.20]Dear Stan I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy
[02:42.63]You said your girlfriend's pregnant now how far along is she
[02:45.63]Look I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that
[02:47.94]And here's an autograph for your brother
[02:49.75]I wrote it on the Starter cap
[02:51.31]I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show I musta missed you
[02:54.11]Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you
[02:56.71]But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too
[02:59.64]I say that shit just clowning dogg
[03:01.32]C'mon - how fucked up is you
[03:02.39]You got some issues Stan I think you need some counseling
[03:04.69]To help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some
[03:07.63]And what's this shit about us meant to be together
[03:10.18]That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other
[03:13.06]I really think you and your girlfriend need each other
[03:15.80]Or maybe you just need to treat her better
[03:17.80]I hope you get to read this letter I just hope it reaches you in time
[03:21.11]Before you hurt yourself I think that you'll be doin just fine
[03:23.79]If you relax a little I'm glad I inspire you but Stan
[03:26.60]Why are you so mad Try to understand that I do want you as a fan
[03:30.16]I just don't want you to do some crazy shit
[03:31.96]I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick
[03:34.96]Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
[03:37.77]And had his girlfriend in the trunk and she was pregnant with his kid
[03:40.42]And in the car they found a tape but they didn't say who it was to
[03:43.42]Come to think about his name was it was you
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[03:51.46]This is my life
[03:57.27]This is my life that I used waste minute
[04:02.76]This is my life
[04:08.19]This is my life that I used waste minute