Tired but I simply can't sleep My hand on my heart but it keeps skipping beats I know there is a man in my place He put a ring on your finger and showed I'm a waste of your time Time passed and proved everyone right If I'm in the wrong, then why do I feel like I let go of the love of my life? I should have fought for you when I had the chance I took you for granted and let you walk out on the home we built What the hell am I supposed to do without you? I should have fought for you when I had the chance I didn't see you when you were here And now I see you everywhere I wear a disguise protecting my pride, pretending that I am happy You abandoned my world, had a baby girl, there's no coming back for us Your daughter is perfect, she has your eyes But winter is colder when I fall asleep without you at my side Winter will pass and I may relapse, But it's better to have you and lose you than to never have loved you at all There is a hole in my heart