I'm gazing upwards

a world I can't embrace

there's only thorns and splinters'

venom in my veins

it's okey to cry out when it's driving you insane

but somehow
someday I'll have to face the pain

It's all gone cold

but noone wants to blame

it's all so wrong

but who am I to say

I'm begging for forgivness

everything I've done

if God is listening he knows I'm not the only one

it's okey to lash out from the rules that I've enslaved

but somehow

someday I'll have to turn the page

It's all gone cold

and noone wants to change

it's all so wrong

but noone wants to blame

it's all so cold

there's nothing left to gain

it's all so wrong

but who am I who am I to say

My heart's an endless winter

filled with rage

I'm looking forward to forgetting yesterday

It's all gone cold

and noone wants to change

it's all so wrong

but noone wants to blame

it's all so cold

there's nothing left to gain

it's all so wrong

but who am I who am I to say