I have loved... I have loved... I have loved... I have loved... ...and then I have lost  this gift you are given me is both precious and damned it is the highest of heights and the lowest of lows well one thing comes with the other strings attached and it is up to you if you wanna pay that price  I was stupid enough to really believe I would ever get over what we shared but my life is filled with traces of your short stay in it my life is filled with traces of you I have loved... I have loved... I have loved... I have loved... ...and then I have lost  and now I know that the opposite of love it isn’t hatred, cause that is just right next to it I know that the opposite of love  is indifference about it but I guess I will never get there no, I will never get there you broke my heart and made me richer well... you are forgiven  I have lost... I have lost... I have lost...  I have lost... ...but then again at least I know that I have loved