[00:14.72]No words that spill from your mouth
[00:18.23]Could overcome the ringing in my ears.
[00:23.00]The blood is pounding in my temples
[00:27.65]And it deafens me, engulfs my thoughts.
[00:34.07]After waiting and wishing for so many years,
[00:38.75]I have turned back the clocks,
[00:41.28]Trying to fill the hole that was left.
[00:48.87]But an empty heart could never fill one so pure.
[00:57.18]This was never my intention: a future not of my invention.
[01:06.92]This was never my intention: I feel it coming to a close.
[01:19.16][03:42.81]And now I've seen the end of all I've known.
[01:24.67][03:48.20]My chest is sinking like a stone.
[01:29.81][03:53.24]I'll wait for the numbness to set in,
[01:34.68]And hope I'll never feel again.
[01:58.77]It's getting harder to face the truth,
[02:03.85]But my frustration is fruitless.
[02:07.12]I can't decide for you. I can't decipher you.
[02:18.21]And as I'm getting older, I'm starting to believe
[02:22.54]That there is nothing on this earth that measures up to what you need.
[02:27.57]When every future is a tempest in an unrelenting sea,
[02:32.32]And every consolation seems so hollow, it all seems so false to me.
[02:38.97]As the years keep slipping by,
[02:42.24]The voices racing through my head will always keep me up at night.
[02:48.65]From the ashes with these broken hands, I will rebuild my life.
[02:54.61]This time I won't look back.
[02:59.55]My heart was always in the right place.
[03:58.34]And hope I'll never feel.
[04:03.90]Again I find myself alone, and I just sink like a stone.