However I ask
The answer's still the same
You cut me loose because I let you down
Still for the first second of every day
I don't understand why you're not around
I couldn't face you
I can see that now
If I covered it up
Left you instead
But to not have your eye
Where I used to drown
If there's anything left
We left it there
Oh there Oh there
Wherever I look
You're always there
I close my eyes and see them there
And hang around on the clothes I wear
And I can't even tell you how much I care
Sometimes I push you into the night
To the darkest place
The only time we meet
But I won't need to hurt or for us to fight
But most of the time these are the thoughts I keep