There's a door here, but it will not break /
There's a stone there, but it won't remain /
Up there a heaven now, but it will not wait /
And the lies there, the scent of it , just too much /
So should you, /
Saw it once and make it grow, The sweet clematis /
Let it flower, and paint it all of the colors bold /
Instantly things fall and fade, return to silence /
Why oh why, why does it all feel so sorrowful? /
Dreams of what is real /

There's breath here, but it will not break /
There's a face there, but it won't remain /
Up there a heaven now, but it knows no name /
And the stain is the color of red through red /
And thus, /
You cannot cry, confuse the lies, try to remember /
When you rise, you take your steps with a strong desire /
Time goes by, a breath it comes, like something given /
Why oh why, why have there nightmares not long expired /
The real is but a dream /

From now on, /
Should it grow and open full, The sweet clematis /
Flower bold, but there's no need for rejoicing more /
Precious life, this life just once, it comes just one time /
Keep it close, keep it from ever just leaving you /
Crying tears confusing fears they are no longer /
When I stand I know I'll never be down again /
Nothing that I need now, once it comes just one time /
Somehow, somehow, someone, ah /
Entry Number One........ /
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