...when i felt the cold coming up 
i went "oh my god, i'm dying" 
and the next thing i know 
i was out of my body 
and i had no pain 
i was aware that the room was light 
seemed to be filling with a very white light 
i noticed a tunnel opening up 
a very dark tunnel 
with rings in it 
and a very white 
tiny white second light at the very end 
that we were moving down toward 
the tunnel was very interesting because 
it was full of rings 
like a child's play tube out in the backyard 
we made it through the tunnel 
we got to the white light 
the little hole had opened up 
and we got to the white light 
and my life was shown very quickly 
like an old fashioned movie 
that you see on those tapes 
flickering at me 
and everything from when i was very very young 
that i thought, did, said 
everything i should have done 
everything i didn't do 
i was so aware that the few good things i had done 
they were so few 
and i said "no, no" 
i said, "i wanna go back 
i wanna go back 
i wanna go back!"