I'm 47, you know? I'm 47 and having a baby, which is kind of a miracle, and it kind of sucks, if you see what I mean. We'd given up on the kid thing about a year ago. You know, fertility treatments, acupuncture needles in my eyes. Well, not really, but it felt like it. It was like, "screw this. I want my life back." Then one awesome night on the beach with a bottle of merlot -- I should have these labs back in a couple hours. You get it, right? My hesitation? This isn't an easy decision, I mean. I'm having a baby. You have advanced-stage carcinoma. You're 47 years old. Statistically you have a good probability of survival. If you forego treatment, chances are you won't see your baby go to kindergarten, so whose life are you interested in saving? Excuse me.