I think I'm gonna make the worst out of every situation from now on 
I don't know what I'm supposed to look forward to or how I'm gonna sing this song 
I think I'm gonna feel the worst kind of feelings that my mother never said were okay 
I don't know what I'm supposed to think about anything, I'm trying to find the right words to say 
I'm sorry I don't give you what you want 
I'm sorry I don't give you what you need 
I'm sorry for the things that I think and never tell you 'cause I'm scared of how you're gonna respond 
I'm sorry for the songs that I write that make it sound like things are going ever terribly wrong 
I think I'm gonna dedicate every single song to you even when they're not good 
I don't really wanna break anything that I don't have to 
I think I'm gonna recreate every single thing that I have deeply suppressed 
I don't really wanna wait for the next heart attack but I hope it's not you 
I'm sorry I don't give you what you want 
I'm sorry I don't give you what you need 
I'm sorry for the things that I think and never tell you 'cause I'm scared of how you're gonna respond 
I'm sorry for the songs that I write that make it sound like things are going ever terribly wrong 
Will I remove myself from what I'm feeling? 
Will I detach my lungs from all of the screaming? 
Will I fall flat onto my chest and break everything? 
I just want to go and break everything 
Break everything at all in my path 
And soon enough I think I will collapse 
I can take it all in stride 
Or I can take it till I die 
Or I can leave it all behind 
But I don't wanna leave you tonight