So much has tainted now a constant’s lost So much has shook me to the core and broken my trust I’ve got no regrets, just days I wish I could forget I beg each day these thoughts stay to set me free Today is Father’s Day but not for me Growing new colours in your old eyes Newspaper grey to match the granite skyline Just one more song and then I’m done Done asking why, done wasting time Done with comfort in old lies This a cruel world but for now this world is mine How should I know where you’ll go? Ripped apart and left wide open without the tearing of flesh Drained of everything and still denied a graceful death Teeth clenched I sit and spit and through the wheezing of my chest My thoughts repeat until I sleep “there’s nothing left”