[00:01.11]Trying hard not to look like I'm trying that hard [00:04.86]Failing miserably at everything, including that [00:08.73]Making plans in my head right before I go to sleep [00:12.80]Trying to think of who could make a better me than me [00:16.93]Maybe I'll shoot him an email [00:18.96]Maybe he'll give it a go [00:20.72]Then I'll be free to just evaporate, disperse, or implode [00:24.70]Picking at holes in my jeans [00:26.71]There's so much God in my gene pool [00:29.52]Not feeling lonely, I just like being alone [01:03.55]I've called A through F already but no one knows [01:07.67]Why one girl, one band, two paychecks are more than I can handle [01:12.86]Mathematically that can't be more than one end of a candle [01:17.00]Bottom of the ninth, can't find my socks [01:21.17]Lord knows [01:24.10]I'm stuck between two good things, but I just wanna get out [01:28.96]Mom knows [01:31.94]I should have been home an hour ago [01:35.44]But I'm still outside, not doing anything wrong [01:41.06]Just walking in circles, replaying high school songs in my head [01:47.48]Because it's better than lying awake