[00:12.77]Heidi, there are things you couldn't possibly know
[00:18.45]It's a race of angels, a line in the snow
[00:24.92]A flame in the dark, a prayer to Saint Jude
[00:31.10]He's the patron saint of nothingness
[00:34.17]There's nothing he can do
[00:37.31]'Cause it's out of my hands
[00:43.23]He's not a god, no he is only a man
[00:49.25]And so I'm telling everybody, "I will not come undone"
[00:56.51]But being so superior is just no fuckin' fun, no!
[01:03.78]If I had a gun, I think I'm able
[01:10.00]If I had a gun, I'd know what to do
[01:16.26]If I had a gun, I would be perfectly unstable
[01:21.73]Well nothing really changes, then, that's true
[01:28.03]Oh Heidi, I am many things, but I thank God I'm not like you
[01:34.41]'Cause kids of today
[01:37.34]They think they're so damn profound
[01:40.59]You give them one slim book of Kerouac
[01:43.69]And they're ready to expound
[01:46.71]On the way of the world
[01:49.94]On what makes things art
[01:53.09]They couldn't find their way around Kentucky
[01:56.58]Or the map of a human heart
[01:59.32]So it's out of my hands
[02:05.44]I'm not a god 'cause I will never be a man
[02:11.25]And so I'm telling everybody, "I've learnt to fill the hole"
[02:17.70]I'm baking cakes on Sunday for the teatime of my soul
[02:25.83]If I had a gun, I think I'm able
[02:32.04]If I had a gun, I'd know what to do
[02:38.45]If I had a gun, I would be perfectly unstable
[02:44.01]Well nothing really changes, then, that's true
[02:50.07]Oh Heidi, I am many things, but I thank God I'm not like you
[02:56.23]'Cause I have a heart
[03:00.28]I think it beats
[03:03.30]I don't say things I do not mean
[03:09.61]To appear clever
[03:12.70]Heidi, I'm not you
[03:15.72]Maybe that's strange to you
[03:18.98]Maybe I'm just strange...
[03:46.31]If I had a gun, I think I'm able
[03:52.59]If I had a gun, I'd know what to do
[03:58.99]If I had a gun, I would be perfectly unstable
[04:04.53]Well nothing really changes, then, that's true
[04:10.07]Oh Heidi, I am many things, but I thank God I'm not like you