[00:11.732]Remember the time you said son it'll be alright [00:19.734]Remember the time you said son it will be just fine [00:27.491]Well I'm waiting for the day that my mind says it's had enough [00:35.543]And I pray that day comes soon so I can finally feel loved [00:42.731]l just wanna feel loved [00:50.494]I just wanna feel loved [00:59.980]Remember the time I said god I'm ready to die [01:07.743]Remember the time I said god just take my life [01:23.838]Remember the time that I cried every single night [01:23.838]And every thing about myself was out of spice [01:32.304]Sick joke sick joke that's all I'll ever be to anyone [01:40.639]Sick joke sick joke that's all you'll ever be to anyone [01:48.686]I'm nothing but sick and disgusting [01:56.452]I'm nothing but sick and disgusting [02:03.913]God I don't know if I'll ever be ready to die [02:11.965]God I'm too much of a coward to give you my life [02:20.019]And I know that I'm still gonna cry every single night [02:27.490]But if you want me I'm gonna stay here [02:31.512]And fight till you say son your heart is mine [02:51.912]Dad I don't wanna be sick and disgusting [02:59.972]Daddy I don't wanna be sick and disgusting [03:08.004]Dad I don't wanna be sick and disgusting [03:16.056]Dad I don't wanna be sick and disgusting