[ti:] [ar:] [al:] [00:01.44]Chapter 4 Merrick's First Home [00:07.31]We gave Merrick two rooms at the back of the hospital. [00:11.89]One room was a bathroom, [00:14.10]so he could have a bath every day. [00:17.79]Soon his skin was much better, [00:20.40]and there was no horrible smell. [00:24.62]The second room had a bed, table , and chairs. [00:30.86]I visited him every day, and talked to him. [00:35.85]He loved reading, and talking about books. [00:40.29]At first he did not know many books: [00:44.62]the Bible, and one or two newspapers, that's all. [00:49.69]But I gave him some books of love stories, [00:52.91]and he liked them very much. [00:55.83]He read them again and again, [00:58.37]and talked about them often. [01:01.32]For him, the men and women in these books were alive, [01:05.86]like you and me. He was very happy. [01:11.17]But sometimes it was difficult for him. [01:15.60]At first, one or two people in the hospital laughed [01:19.81]at Merrick because he was ugly. [01:22.89]Sometimes, they brought their friends to look at him. [01:28.51]One day a new nurse came to the hospital, [01:32.76]and nobody told her about Merrick. [01:36.72]She took his food to his room, [01:39.42]and opened the door. [01:41.30]Then she saw him. [01:43.53]She screamed, dropped the food on the floor, [01:47.49]and ran out of the room. [01:50.28]I was very angry with the nurse, [01:52.76]and went to see Merrick. [01:55.67]He was not happy about it, but he was not very angry. [02:00.69]I think he felt sorry for the girl. [02:05.10]'People don't like looking at me. [02:09.63]I know that, Dr 26Treves, 'he said. [02:14.49]'They usually laugh or scream. ' [02:19.57]'Well, I don't want nurses to laugh at you, Joseph, ' [02:24.47]I said angrily. 'I want them to help you. ' [02:29.20]'Thank you, doctor, 'he said, in his strange slow voice. [02:38.22]'But it's not important. [02:41.75]Everyone laughs at me. [02:45.34]I understand that. ' [02:49.34]I looked at him sadly. [02:52.39]In his one good hand, his left hand, [02:56.45]he had the little picture of his mother. [03:00.26]He looked at the picture for a minute, [03:03.26]and then put it by a flower on the table. [03:07.41]A tear ran out of his eye and down the skin of his enormous, ugly face. [03:16.25]'Dr Treves, 'he said, slowly. [03:22.04]'You and the nurses arevery kind, [03:28.32]and I'm very happy here. [03:32.13]Thank you very much. [03:35.68]But…I know I can't stay here long, [03:41.90]and…I would like to live in a lighthouse, [03:48.11]after the hospital, please. [03:51.97]A lighthouse, or a home for blind people. [03:57.75]I think those are the best places for me. [04:03.93]'What do you mean?'I ashed. 'Why?' [04:09.66]He did not look at me. [04:12.30]He put the flower on the picture and looked at it carefully. [04:18.55]'Lighthouses have sea all round them, don't they? ' [04:24.96]he said. ' Nobody could look at me in a lighthouse, [04:31.40]so I would be happy there. [04:35.40]And blind people can see nothing, [04:40.65]so they couldn't see me, could they?' [04:46.02]'But Joseph, 'I said. 'This is your home. [04:51.75]You live here now. [04:54.59]You aren't going to leave the hospital. ' [04:58.48]28'Not today, perhaps, 'he said. But soon. [05:06.86]You are a kind man, Dr Treves. [05:11.98]But I can't stay here very long. I have no money. ' [05:20.65]I smiled. 'Joseph, I said. [05:25.44]'This is your home now. Don't you understand? [05:31.04]You can stay here all your life. ' [05:35.96]Very carefully, I told him about the letter to The Times, and the money. [05:44.09]I don't think he understood at first, [05:47.52]so I told him again. [05:50.76]He was very quiet for a minute. [05:53.94]Then he stood up, and walked up and down the room very quickly. [06:00.17]A strange sound came from him, like laughing.