[00:12.64]Oh, how the walls close in
[00:15.37]and then the room starts to spin,
[00:17.61]and the helplessness begins.
[00:21.37]Just take my hand,
[00:23.36]I'll make you well again.
[00:24.72]No one will find us where we're goin'.
[00:30.12]The lies are counting my mother that I deceive.
[00:33.70]Found myself praying in something that I don't believe.
[00:37.96]Chaos is chaos, but you don't have to die to commit suicide.
[00:43.34]Pick your poison.
[00:45.68]So let me destroy myself in silence.
[00:51.99]And let me just lose control with violence.
[00:58.96]I wanna' feel alive and feel free again,
[01:02.63]I just hope I survive all these demons.
[01:06.18]This road I've wandered down
[01:07.86]Is just a dead end.
[01:09.87]And one day I'll turn around,
[01:11.48]I just don't want to yet.
[01:15.38]To be a demon,
[01:16.85]Lost a forever broken heathen .
[01:18.56]Pick your poison, light up and breathe in.
[01:22.20]A self made monster misconstrued with misfortune you tied the noose.
[01:27.00]What are you going to lose?
[01:32.28]Your cruelty clings to my broken wings.
[01:36.39]You wrote this in your scarlet letter.
[01:39.45]You're a whore for feelings.
[01:41.95]A touch me junky scraping by the skin of someone who's better.
[01:47.99]The pins been pulled,
[01:49.76]Who's gonna hear the ticking time bomb baby?
[01:55.43]The pins been pulled,
[01:57.70]Who's gonna hear the ticking time bomb baby?
[02:03.29]You've got it wrong.
[02:05.28]Weakness is the body leaving pain.
[02:07.60]You like the way it hurts. The scar, The stain.
[02:11.08]You're in the gutter,
[02:12.73]The kind of filth that makes me shutter.
[02:14.98]You can't change what will remain the same.
[02:20.88]So let me destroy myself in silence.
[02:27.18]And let me just lose control with violence.
[02:34.31]I wanna' feel alive and feel free again,
[02:37.62]I just hope I survive all these demons.
[02:41.18]This road I've wandered down
[02:43.33]Is just a dead end.
[02:44.65]And one day I'll turn around,
[02:46.59]I just don't want to yet.
[03:05.63]I don't think you'll ever understand.
[03:13.27]I don't think you'll ever understand.