Oh, how the walls close in
and then the room starts to spin,
and the helplessness begins.
Just take my hand,
I'll make you well again.
No one will find us where we're goin'.
The lies are counting my mother that I deceive.
Found myself praying in something that I don't believe.
Chaos is chaos, but you don't have to die to commit suicide.
Pick your poison.
So let me destroy myself in silence.
And let me just lose control with violence.
I wanna' feel alive and feel free again,
I just hope I survive all these demons.
This road I've wandered down
Is just a dead end.
And one day I'll turn around,
I just don't want to yet.
To be a demon,
Lost a forever broken heathen .
Pick your poison, light up and breathe in.
A self made monster misconstrued with misfortune you tied the noose.
What are you going to lose?
Your cruelty clings to my broken wings.
You wrote this in your scarlet letter.
You're a whore for feelings.
A touch me junky scraping by the skin of someone who's better.
The pins been pulled,
Who's gonna hear the ticking time bomb baby?
The pins been pulled,
Who's gonna hear the ticking time bomb baby?
You've got it wrong.
Weakness is the body leaving pain.
You like the way it hurts. The scar, The stain.
You're in the gutter,
The kind of filth that makes me shutter.
You can't change what will remain the same.
So let me destroy myself in silence.
And let me just lose control with violence.
I wanna' feel alive and feel free again,
I just hope I survive all these demons.
This road I've wandered down
Is just a dead end.
And one day I'll turn around,
I just don't want to yet.
I don't think you'll ever understand.
I don't think you'll ever understand.